WHY?!

WHY…WHY ARE THERE STAIRS?! Good luck deciphering whatever the absolute hecc you’re about to read. However, I am here to rant. This blog post will probably be a demonstration for what it looks like to slowly devolve into insanity

College….

OH BOY WHERE DO I EVEN START WITH THIS MAN, like I get it (I want it to burn down) ITS HARD RUNNING A COLLEGE RIGHT?! SURELY?! When everything is stacked against you, everyone is making memes about what an atrocious job you’re doing. It is absolutely DESERVED

Because being closely involved with how some of the things are going down, people would know I tend to play devil’s advocate most of the time, but by God there are things even I can’t justify or defend with “You don’t get it” or “there’s probably more to it”. While both statements may be true.

I GENUINELY DON’T GET IT MAN THERE’S MORE TO IT AND I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW ANYMORE I DO NOT…FUCKING CARE, it has reached a point WHERE THERE IS NO REASONABLE EXCUSE FOR EVERYTHING GOING WRONG HERE. It’s like me hard coping in overwatch forcing lucio with 1k healing and saying “guys…we should not be on Orisa into Zarya har har har” LIKE NO YOU DIPSHIT CLEARLY WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS NOT ENOUGH. YOU ARE NOT PUTTING ENOUGH EFFORT INTO THIS SHIT.

I’ll reference a tweet I made about doing other people’s jobs for them is better than complaining but there is only so much YOU can do when it is SOMEONE ELSE’S JOB, because YOU have stuff to do as well. So in order to get through your day you have to be 4 people not including the 10 people you need to be to achieve your own dreams.

What it takes…

Regardless I will do what it takes, I will solo queue that one toxic game as long as it takes to reach the next rank, and I will BASH SOMEONES- nope I will not resort to violence, heh it’s hard to even begin to drown out the violent thoughts.